It has been my white privilege to not truly sit and grapple with - to get to not accept or deal with these truths of our horrific, inhumane current 2020 reality... of how many thousands of innocent black women and men have been and are being unjustifiably mistreated, misjudged, abused, murdered, and left for dead or made out to be criminals by the system that is supposed to protect them.
It is so uncomfortable to think about and admit how much I have benefited from my white privilege and the systematic oppression of Black humans for the past 400+ years. I will continue to sit in and sift through this discomfort, as silence is not an option.
Yes, I am a good person who works really hard, volunteers, and plays by the rules to succeed - but this isn't just about my lifetime. There is absolutely no denying that I have had a 400 mile head start and an incredibly easier experience navigating the business world than my Black peers.
The game is rigged - my white ancestors cruelly cheated to get ahead, and although I never directly played a part, my complacency in accepting these current privileges makes me no better than them unless I do something about it.
I am so fucking sorry I had the audacity to ignore this and didn't scream louder when it happened in front of my face time and time again at work.
I promise I will not callously push this out of my mind again - I will not go silent and I will never stop fighting.
Please feel free to hold me accountable and be radically candid with your feedback as I continue my journey as an ally.
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